明天就是orientation day啦，意味着我的新学期开始了，有些紧张又有些盼望。认识新同学，熟悉新环境本是我所喜欢的，然而对自己能力的怀疑和对未来的不确定冲淡了这种兴奋。明天， 新的生活真的开始了。

对于新家来说这种速度已经不可思议了，感谢我的室友们，尤其是RENKE同学！今天买的二手家具也已经到达，然而，床垫实在是不能忍啊，决定去买个新床垫。在这边一切都好，就是有点担心我的学习问题，好好学习是很容易的一句话，不晓得我能不能做到勒？

选了七门课，其中两个semina，有点发指的感觉，我要加油啦！

  Thank you for all my dear friends thinking of me! Now I am in Johns Hopkins' library, in Baltimore. I could not get on line at home because the service is still unready. Computer in library could not input Chinese so please be patient if my poor English make you crazy. Living is better than imagination. I could already eat Chinese food with my three roommates' help, and it's such a happy thing. However, my arm is still hurt, and I am worried about it all the day. Long travel and busy days here may make the situation worse. It would be a serious problem if I need an operate here. Also, we need prepare everything this week, but I could not do any help to my roommates. Although they said nothing about it but it still make me feel so bad. One roommate ever said that I am like a baby to be cared, however, it is not the role I want to play. Maybe I could not cook delicious food or give much more help to their living, but at least I don't want to be a loan.

  The house we are living in is very beautiful, but there is no furniture within it yet. We have slept on the floor for 4 days and we still need to do that in future several days. It's warm here, so actually it's not so terrible.

OK, I must stop here, and I will contact you as soon as the internet is available at home.

  My mobile phone number is 443-562-5088, and my home number is 410-243-4158. If anybody abroud see this please contact me so I can know your number. I have not buy the card to dial to China, but it will be ready in at most to days.

以为我只是丢三落四而已，谁知道原来很多重要的事情都被我忘掉了。比如上大学的时候可爱的朋友来送我，还有妹妹提起的小时候的事，于是开始怀疑我记忆在严重减退……

还是记日记吧，要是活到最后什么都没剩下该怎么办啊，人生岂不是一片空白，什么都没得回忆的将来会是很可怕的。

有些事情真的需要记住，受伤的时候很多人的照顾，离别的时候的泪水，从耳朵上取下来的耳环，说“走吧”时他们的眼睛。到家时来看望我的大家，香甜的水果，祝福，写着“朋友”字样的礼物，现在手上的红布条……我想，如果忘记了这些，我就不曾活过。

又走了一个……

虽然不久之后我也要去，可是惯性上总觉得他们去了很远的地方。小鱼，梦梦，小魏，彪哥，小旻，点点点点……终于都开始新的世界了，就像小旻说的，要努力啊~~~~~~虽然不知道将来的我们会怎么样，虽然不明白以后要怎样走才能完成梦想。不过，也只能一直走，不要回头看。亲爱的们，希望以后大家都很好！

 

不知道将来的我会怎样呢？没有足够的信心，能够开创一片天地，也没有足够的勇气，面对挑战。忽然觉得不知道该往哪里去，因为前路太过陌生。未来太近，猝不及防。 

咱攒的人品也该够了啊，为什么最近这么倒霉类。骨头迟迟不愈合还加上发烧老也不退，老爸老妈也生病，这是怎么了，大家都崩溃中。

希望新的一个月一切都好起来，受不了了！

健康真的好重要啊